Fuck this bullshit.
And more life lessons.
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I love myself. And I can only love myself when I’m honest. That’s just how it goes. I’m grateful.
Every once in a while, I’ll fuck myself.
I’ll be like…
“Right, hi.
Where am I not being 100% truthful?
Where am I lying?
Where am I hiding?”
And I will annihilate myself.
Today is that day for me.
Here’s the other side.
The other side I really want you to see.
Because it’s infinitely easier for me to be bold, strong, guns-blazing, fierce, resourceful, diplomatic & unfuckwithable (yes, all at the same fucking time) than it is for me to be, sit with, express & SHARE my TRUE SADNESS & vulnerability.
I want to name what I don’t want…
So you know.
So it’s clear.
So the line is drawn.
So what’s implicit is made explicit.
So I can alchemise this stuff for myself & be reborn.