I’m not proud of my previous achievements.

Embracing the awkward stage.

Photo by Linus Nylund on Unsplash

I’ve been dissolving.

It hurts, it’s hard, it matters.

In that order.

I’m back to Medium because I like the UI more than Substack.

And I like mixing it up. It does things for my creativity. It’s good for me.

I feel different.

I want to be… free.

With you, right here, I can be.

I prove this to myself experientially.

Am I cheating by posting here? Maybe.

And…

Aren’t I allowed to?

I don’t want to play high-stakes games.
I just want to be here with you.

I want to level with you: I’ve been in a weird place.

Piecing together the puzzle pieces of everything that came before, and everything that is here, over & over & over again.

Letting the tidal wave wash over me.

I’m working on some really exciting things, and I’m really excited, and…

Someone asked me about my previous life.